i guess it has been a long time since ive updated in here... i guess i feel like theres a whole big page with all this space that i have nothing to fill it with so im ashamed to update.
this semester is almost over and im glad. it was long and altho not hard, boring. i had to struggle to concentrate; or maybe thats just the weed.
i went to the dentist the other day and they told me that my teeth are rotten, that i have the worst mouth hygeine ever, and that ill be toothless by the time im twenty if i keep it up. i just sat there stammering my protests, "but... it's not my fault. it was the aderall."
about two months ago, right after i moved in to town, i was walking down the street and a guy drove past and asked me for a ride and when i said no he flashed me. i reported it to the police but never heard anything back about it.
i have decided to change my major from english to psychology. after doing a ten-page paper on women and depression and not being frustrated to all hell, but actually proud of my research, i realized that my passion may not lie in the same areas my parents' passions did.
xmas is always the time of year when i start to get depressed. so i got a kitten. i named him osiris. im getting another kitten, a girl, which i will name isis. because maybe seeing her revive him, piece him together from those thousands of shards of himself, i can find hope that someday i will be complete too. (sidenote: what kind of 45-lb dog is afraid of a 1-lb kitten?)
im still living with my loser boyfriend. (yes, i know that everyone thinks of him as my biggest mistake.) but its nice to know that i dont have to starve myself to catch a guy, or whatever it was exactly i was thinking at 16. he hasnt even paid rent for this month and probly never will. but i like having company. and he did finally get me a birthday present, even if it was a month late. (nightmare before xmas slippers; one has sally and one has jack, very warm and snuggly. altho it does bother me to see so many people wearing nbc paraphenilia; i dont think they really understand his brilliance.)
the election was very disappointing to me, especially since it was on my bday. but ive gotten my sarcastic humor back, even if the only persons who hear it are my pets.
psych major - 2004-12-15
an F?! - 2004-10-09
anti-homosapien - 2004-09-23
when it comes - 2004-09-18
homeless boyfriend - 2004-09-11
